Okay. So I’ve been freaking out as of recent.

I did my audition over at The Comic Strip, blew the light (I swear I never saw it, but i only blew it by 30 seconds) I forgot a joke, and I felt generally uncomfortable.

So I decided to quit comedy. Then I got yelled at by everyone I know. So then I decided to continue comedy but just be sucky at it.

But I just went and rewatched my tape.

I…was not nearly as bad as I thought. It was not my shining moment in comedy but there was solid laughs. I didn’t get the laugh I wanted at one particular joke and i literally freaked from there. Causing me to forget one part of the joke and then kinda stumble through the rest of the set. I’ve been in a funk for days because of it. I had a spot at Claudia Cogan and Susannah Pearlman’s ‘Beauty Queens of Comedy’ show and fricken lost my shit. couldn’t tell a joke cause i was so nervous.

I’m Batshit crazy.

I am totally dazed by little shit. I need to calm the fuck down. Breath, stretch, shake and let it go. Jesus.

I think I just needed to acknowledge the crazy. Now I can go back to my every day life.

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