I have un-healthy hate.

And please note. My inner hate for folks has nothing to do with anything that they’ve ever done to me. Most times when I hate someone its because of some thing absolutely trivial and I most likely should just let it go.

I don’t let it go. But I most likely should.

Example.

I hate un-called for sarcasm. Not like ‘oh look I’m sassy.’ type sarcasm that endears us to various sitcom characters. No, I’m speaking of ‘I think I’m hot shit and so I can carry this sarcasm and attitude and OWN IT!’ or even worst, the ‘I actually don’t have any self esteem so I throw out these one liners and feigned confidence plus a pretty large amounts of pathetic wannabe witty retorts in order to prove I’m not as worthless as I probably think I am’.

Not a fan.

I also dislike anyone who has ever dealt with my girlfriends or ex girlfriends. Its totally not warranted. You can date my ex girlfriend who I currently think is a bitch, but I talk to her occasionally, and I still will dislike you. I can’t explain it.

My current g/f made a reference in a story of hers that she kissed a guy before me and I totally was like ‘Where is he? I’ll put sugar in his gas tank. So what this kiss happened when you were 13. I don’t like it.’

And I have had girl-friends(and have one now) who have the uncanny ability to maintain friendships with past flings. Its irrational my dislike of said relationships, because I’m not threatened. If I were actually threatened I’d just break up with the girl immediately. The worst thing in the world is to be threatened and stay around. That means you don’t trust the person. Fact is I do/did trust my girlfriend(s) so this is not an issue. But the idea. Ugh.

So I’m making my current dame(yeah I called her dame, WHAT!) sign contracts that state she may not refer to anyone that she may have dated, had a fling with or even considered doing. She most definitely cannot ever introduce me to them. Otherwise I have to the right to hobble her.

I’m thinking she aint signing this. Doesn’t hurt to try though.

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