I don’t think I mentioned the fact that a friend of mine got married recently. Like 2 weeks ago. One of my oldest friends. Admittingly we don’t talk like me and F$ or Lula Mae, but I’ve known this girl since I was 12 and we have always managed to keep in touch. 13 YEARS of keeping in touch cause we were supposed friends.

So like recently we lost touch Like within the last year. Last time I heard she was engaged. Now that I’m at the New Job(since I’m too much of a prick to buy a computer) So i have AIM running all the time. She saw me one day and says Hi but i wasn’t here. When i get back to work i see she said something so i email her, She responds and I ask her is she getting married? She then sends me an email. Here’s an excerpt

“Anyway, you have to come to my wedding, HAVE TOO!

So if you need a ride, again I’m sure I could find someone to drive you guys up”

I read this and think I have no choice but to go. But she lives in MA so i assume i have to travel up there. I didn’t particularly want to . But i was going to go if I could get F$ to go. I cant talk him into it. I can’t talk the Bobsie Twins into going either. So no one will go. I beg and plead and holler but no one will go.

So I end up NOT going. One of my OLDEST FRIENDS! AND THEN, i don’t SAY I’m not going. I don’t call and say I’m sorry chica, I’m not going to make it’, NO! I just say NOTHING. SO then tonite i see her online. I NEVER SEE HER ONLINE. So i have a choice. Say nothing and WRITE off one of my buddies, or say HELLO.

I say HI of course.

jayBREEZY: JEN!
Art&DesignGIRLIE: JAY!
jayBREEZY: WHAT IS UP!
Art&DesignGIRLIE:U MISSED MY WEDDING
jayBREEZY: YOU GOT MARRIED!
jayBREEZY:(okay we have to stop the caps)
Art&DesignGIRLIE: ok, and yes. Feb 29
Art&DesignGIRLIE: guessing u didn’t get my email
jayBREEZY: NO!
jayBREEZY:damn virus
jayBREEZY:We lost alot of emails around that time

It’s true we lost alot of emails around then, but I didn’t loose any. I’m just an ASSHOLE. I feel like crap, but I didn’t know how to tell her that I didn’t want to go to BOSTON, and I couldn’t afford a decent present at the time. I couldn’t go EMPTY handed. UGH! I feel like crap. I just didn’t want to just say ‘Yeah, i blew you off. Yup, it was your wedding and i said ‘FU” Cause thats NOT what i said.

Okay. Essentially thats what i said. but still I didn’t mean it like that. I feel like crap.

Done.

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