Interesting…

Tonight, after first saturday, which I completely missed cause phenom didn’t come and I was expecting him to show up so I kinda was waiting for him, I ended up having an interesting conversation with a young lady about various things.

Cancel that. I had a conversation with a..ahem…older lady.

She was 33. Thats fricken 8-9 years older than me, depending on when she turned 33. She was so fricken talkative. On one hand I was like, oh God shut up, but then on the other hand I was like ‘wow’ shes talking to me. She’s actually talking to me. She’s having an intelligent conversation. This is just plain odd. Im not use to just straight forward conversation. I liked it. No play play nonsense.

By the way. Lilie Mae said she was cute, numerous times. I thought she was ‘Aight’ This shows that I’m SHALLOW. I didn’t see her as cute and lilie mae is MAD CRITICAL. ugh.

BUt what i’ve learned from this is that I want to try talking to older women. THey are a bit more mature and express themselves better. I write in this journal now, practically everyday, but i was doing it in my mind before, about my shortcomings and why i should do this and that. I’m constantly trying to better myself. Maybe I’m more mature than i think. Or maybe I’m not mature but im so into working on myself it seems like maturity. I dunno. I just liked the fact i could talk to her and it was like..’What do you do?’ ‘What do you listen to?’ blah blah blah. She asked for my number for some web style shit. I should’ve asked for her number. But instead of me freaking out, i take it as a lesson. Next time, show a little more interest in her. Ask for the number be straight forward. And for the first time im looking at this as ‘There will be a next time’ I dunno, but im feeling just a bit more confident than usual. Dont know why, dont really care.

Shooby, dooby dooooone.(meaning I’m Done.)

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