Well. I’m banished.

I’t’s my 3rd day in exile.

I think i dont mind that much.I’ve decided that I dont like Miss Laren. I do…I DON’T. Shes too…too…blah. when shes sexy, she’sexy, but come on!. I call the woman and she doesn’t sound at all familiar. Its like im talking to a stranger. I see this chick in her girly understuff all the time, and I’m barely acknowledged as FAMILIAR. F’it. Im done. I like her. I admit it damnit. But I’m not doing anything else extra nice. Like last nite i brought them some ice cream cause i thought they’d be hot. WHY? I dunno. I just thought it was a nice thing to do. Or…I think i needed a valid reason to show up. I mean i said i was coming and all, but I thought me showing up on my own wasn’t good enough.

Blah. That’s the general feeling i have for the most part. Not happy. Not sad. Just…blah. I don’t even have that much of an to talk to phenom. Thats suppose to be my KLINGON!(bad inside joke) I feel very blah. I want to go home from work now. it would be good. I still have 14 minutes. ACK!

I don’t know what has brought the BLAH feeling. It can’t be just Miss Laren. If it is, I quit. Thats right, i quit playing this fool hardy game we call life, because at this point its just not FAIR. If not making someone pee their pants to hear from you makes me all… blah then i quit. i don’t know how it works. I don’t know how its suppose to be played. I ASSURE YOU.

What I want? All I want is to be happy and appreciated. Is that really that much to ask for?

AND MOCK MY WORDS. I’M NOT GOING SHOPPING IN JERSEY TOMMOROW! I WONT DO IT. I WONT. I WONT!

Lord, I pray that Monday when I come back to work i dont say i TOTTALLY did go shopping. I may have to just not spend time with her at all. My god, I’ve been kicking around the idea buying her a going away cake. CAN YOU HEAR ME WORLD? A GOING AWAY CAKE. It would be the sweetest thing i could possibly do. SWEETEST.

But I wont do it.

I refuse damnit. I can’t play this game. I can’t.

And on that note im F”ING DONE!

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