During the course of my day today I was brought into one of my Many supervisors office and was told that I have been reassigned to another site.

This is me trying not to freak out.

This is me trying to control rage, hate and anger.

This is me succumbing to all.

I have a hate for these guys like no other humans. They have reached the very bottomof the hate barrel. I want them…well…I don’t know if dead is a good term. Unemployedand living from the beggings they recieve from panhadling on the train is more like it.They even threw me under someone who obviously doesn’t like me. Blah. i’ve been told itsa good thing. Supposidly the new place im gonna work, is much more calm, and i wont be underthe microscope as much. Personally I think im gonna be under it more. But i digress. I have to hand over my laptop. That sucks. I saw it coming though. I’m gonna have to practice meditation.

Oh, Miss Laren calls me today and says call her. I don’t get the call. I call anyway on GP to speak to K.Lo. She says…

‘Breeeazy. Ya didn’t call me’ (My actual name rhymes very simarly.)

‘Oh Im sorry chica, i was at work all day’

‘BREEEAZY, I called you at work, and i called you on your cell’

See the problem here is that I like her in some weird way. I like her seemingly all happy to hear from me. Immediately I’m softened to her and I’m like

‘Duuuh, okay’ God I suck.’Oh, poor baby, well I’m calling you now.’

*Skipping some conversation*

‘Breazy, Ya gonna check me ‘afta work?’

‘Yeah man, I was considering stoping by there, so yeah, ill see ya. Actually I’m off work now’

Please note: She was ASKING me to come by. I know this chick isn’t interested in me, but the idea that she wants me to come by makes me all ‘okay, ill come, okay’ God I fricken suck. So then i go by. K.Lo’s. She has to go bring her buddy to the airport. I stay with Miss laren and she starts blasting Pink. I try talking to her, but she doesn’t really talk. THE SHE GOESTO SLEEP. SLEEP i say. I’m sittin’ there, bored to death, listening to PINK watching this chicksleep.

Please note: She’s hot. Her body is ridiculous I mean sheesh. I really did notice it as she wassleeping. But after the first 2 minutes of going ‘Whoa, shes hot’ I was bored to death. I really wanted to leave. So i wake her up for a sec, and I say…

‘Okay , you rest. I’m going to go now, kay?’

‘BREEEEEAZY, wait. Stay. keep me company.’

‘But your sleep, you want me to watch you sleep?’

And like that, she was sleep again. I stayed for like another hour watching her sleep. Im pissed aboutit. Why did i let that shit work. I just didn’t want her to be left alone. WHY DO I CARE? I’m TOO FUCKINGNICE! I hate most things right about now. I’m tired. I’m annoyed. I feel scorned.

Oh yeah, and I feel DONE.

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