So what do you do when things just aren’t clear?

I mean, what if everything is just in a haze. If your future, your well being, your happiness, your freinds, your family, your everything. Just isnt clear. What do you do? How do you handle things from that point on?

I have No fricken clue. But whatever you do. Im thinking you make it DARK.

Now I’m not an evil man. Or so I tell all those who inquire. But Im starting to think I may have to learn to grit my teeth, and go dark.

What the hell am I talking about you ask? well. Im thinking Im allowing things affect me to much. Im pushed backwards and forwards by the god damn wind every other second. Some one is mad at me, I react. Some ones not talking to me, I react. You know what. Fuck it.

Everyone can SUCK it.

Im gonna go cold. Im gonna not give a rats ass. This idea of caring and being compassionate is some BULLSHIT. This is what causes the pain. This is what clouds the mind when you really need to get things done. If you can steel your will to the point of not being affected by the crap. And if you are affected, dont show it, grit your GOD DAMN teeth. And go about life. Things dont happen the way you want it to, SO FUCKIN WHAT. Grit your teeth. Keep moving. People aren’t being nice to you? SO FUCKING WHAT. Grit your teeth, keep fricken going. Some times you may have to make questionable decisions. But you have to make them. To continue. To ride the waves and to get where you need to go.

I may be on the verge of a DARK time. But, it may be the rebirth of a stronger me.

Its okay if you dont understand what im talking about. Just know Somethings ‘a stirin’.

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